Me?? Being a teacher?? Get real...

Today,I woke up from my bed. Suddenly it occurs to me. Why am i taking TESL by the way? It's not that I hate this course but I hate it actually. Me being a teacher?? I just can't imagine that. I can't imagine me being a drug dealer also but a teacher?? Get real! Ouh. . now i remember. I just want my mum to stop babbling about my future. Thanks mum! Now I'm here in Unisel (which i hate so much too) preparing to be a future educator. I can't even educate myself for god's sake! I wanna be a designer and here comes mama smashing my dream into pieces. Every single day I'm in a torture chamber learning something about how to educate people. Hello. . If you remember in high school my English teacher is still too lazy to teach. What she'll say is "Okay class. . Open your textbook and do page so and so. . I'm going to the teacher's lounge to continue gossiping." But still I got a good result in my SPM. So what's the difference? Learning about the dead people's theory like Chomsky and Skinner. Haih. . I still don't get the point actually.