for him who had been such a wonderful soul & a passionate lover

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace

I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry of being myself
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
Should I say sorry for that too?

update since my arrival for the new sem.jeng jeng jeng!!

1) I've started to jogged every evening (it makes my mum laughed.thx mum)

2) Been playing 'Jutaria' almost everyday n addicted to it.

3) Preventing myself from sleeping during the day.

4) Had created some problems b4 the class even started and it makes my mum mad.

5) Missing him so badly. we haven't meet each other yet since my b'day but he's nearer now so I'm happy bout it.

6) My first class last only for 10 minutes (i've been ironing my bj kurung much longer than that)

Dats all for now. Will be updating more later...

TOODLES! (=

surprisee!!!!

2day bgon tydow je "YIPPEE~!! 2DAY IS MY B'DAY!!". hang out 4 awhile then g mndi cz nk kua ngan si dye. hee.. da siap2 then suddenly dye call "x jd kua la syg. mama nk pkai kete." wat??? grrrr... pretend 2 be cool bout it tho. then tgh lepak2 tgok tv de org tekan loceng pintu.sape lak yg dtg time2 cani?? wrong timing btol.

bkk2 je "SURPRISE!! EPPY BESDAY ZURA!!" my bestfriend yg konon2 keje arini n my boy yg konon2 cancel nk kua t'cegat dpn pintu pgg kek n roses. plus my sis n their friends. aww.. so sweet. xley wat pape melaenkn nanges cm org gyler n lompat2 nyuruk blkg pintu. hahaha! rupe2nye da plan dr 3 mggu lps just meera n mia x dpt join. no wonder he kept asking me weird questions n driving me mad. huhuh! thanks u guysss!! *smooches*

me and him (=

the mastermind behind the plans

*feena n my syg*

thx 2 secret recipe 4 the lovely cake!

art attack!!

i'm bored at home since it has been a long semester break. suddenly, i had an idea how to fill my spare time without using money but it makes a big mess in my room. mula2 nk buat kecik je cz igt nk bg kt 'dye'. hehe..

then rase tamak haloba n i wanna make dat thing bigger. after dah finish e'thing i said "wow! letak kt bilik lawa jugak." so there it is. looking smashing beside my bed. haha..

ok la nie kn.hehe.. abes seventeen magazine kne gunting. but if i throw it away then it will be a waste jugak kn. so at least seventeen yg b'lambak2 tue ade jugak kegunaan.

to syg: sorry, nnt i wat yg len bg u k.hee...

she did it,AGAIN! (=

no need to repeat any subject next sem!!

oyeahhh!!!

consider myself as lucky (=

loser!

diz morning ngan rase gembirenye bkk fb n diz is wat i discover on my boy's page. dis gurl who think that i doesnt noe who she is trying 2 be gedik with my boy.this is wat their conversation is about.

bfh: ifwat, im tryin hardly ni to im u blix .. grrr damn fb ! hee

ifwat:

huh?

bfh: dduhhh u ni .. juppp

bfh: u. i xyming lorr . malasss maaaalassss ...

ifwat: huh? x faham

bfh: u ni xfhm jeeee . i x yming, taw ?

ifwat: owh.. faham2.. bahasa anda pelik..haha

bfh: bhs i xplix but unic kan kannnn . i nk jmpe manager maxis brodband la cenggini . lemmmmmmmbabbbbb mcm udang hangussssss urgh damn fb jgx .

ifwat: i pn guna maxis brodband kot.. ok je

bfh: celcom lgy hokayyy !!!

ifwat: beralih la ke digi

bfh: tamaw digi ramai kelingg pakaiii ahhahaha i racis ! i f word dgn kelinggg ling linggg ahahahhahahaha

ifwat: owh ek? digi ada bunyi ling ke?

bfh: u, jom launch sengal club ! da mkin rmai org sengal en . u mbr baru baru . kasi taufiq jd president yuw bwahahahahahaha

ifwat: owh.. i x sengal.. korg2 la buat..haha

bfh: asl plax . i apruv je proposal u nty er , no worries ! u collobar8 la dgn c taufiq tu er ahahahahhahaha

ME: STAY AWAY FROM MY BOY K. IGT AKU X TAU KE KAU SAPE.

i'm SUPER DUPER angry ryte now n 2 diz gurl, if i ever see ur face again i swear u'll be eating using only straw 4 the rest of ur entire life!

my wedding plan

i'll be 22 on 9th jan 2010. 22 ryte? grown up already. like my mum said "da nk msok 22 tp x pndai msk agy. cane nk kawen?" hello ma.. nowadays e'thing is in a tin. msok microwave je da siap. anyway when i'm married i'll be 2 bz with my career n i'm sure my future husband will u'stand. weekend msk la puas2 sbb cuti. haha.. talking bout marriage i da berangan how my wedding wud be. bia la nk berangan. agy 3 thn cmtue da nk kawen. =P

1) my wedding cake

2) my bridal dais

3) my wedding card

4) my wedding ring

5) my wedding dress

Obviously u can see that i wud like my wedding theme 2 be white n his side wud be maroon. nice colour combination huh? haha.. berangan2. =P

TOODLES! (=

the events n uneventfuls of 2009

there r lotssss of events on 2009. even i can't remember some of them.but here r a sneak peek of some events that i can remember during 2009...

wedding abg Baraq in Shah Alam. we're the bunga telur gurls (=

World Stage first time in M'sia n it rawks!

my cousin's wedding n yes u guess it. I'm the bunga telur gurl as usual.

my kitchen msok tv! haha.. starring Farah AF2

my beloved dad passed away on 26th March. diz is the saddest event ever )=

I went to his relatives house 4 the first time during Hari Raya. nervous gyler owkay.

Actually there r lots more but i'm 2 lazy 2 upload. haha..

p/s: sorry if it's not in sequence b'cz it takes more effort 2 arrange it according to the date n i'm a lazy bum.haha.. will be updating more later!

TOODLES! (=

OMG! 2010??

owkayyy... it's 2010 already.wake up azura. u shud try at least blogging n not let ur blog getting dusty. haha! so here i am. typing n pulling my hair out trying to refresh my brain and start blogging. dun worry ppl. from now on i'll be updating all of d events dat happen diz year starting now. hey,dun gimme dat face. i promise! (= but i dun hv any experience making my blog fancy like d others so dun get bored owkay.anywayyyyyy.....

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

YEEHHAAAA!!